Sunday, January 30, 2011


Life was suffocating life was stopping my breaths. I couldn't tolerate it any more, such a difficult thing, life and such a weak and delicate person to tackle it .My life was really suffocating me. such things like my likes ,dislikes, hatred, loves , aspirations , progress, failures , emotions ,expressions ,gains, loses ,sorrows ,happiness all were obstruct here in my breaths and all was suffocating my life. I was so much tired and unable to tolerate my life at all, such suffocating life. I searched the way and way was searching me too.

 The way was “Philosophy of Zero” the great philosophy gave me relief and life was no more suffocating now. I accept that philosophy of Zero that all is zero. According to this philosophy there is no existence of fake worldly emotions I can’t feel any thing ,I can't be happy I cant be sad, I can't desire any thing, I can’t aspire any thing ,I can’t feel, I can’t progress, I can’t fail ,I can’t be successful. I can’t do good and I can’t do bad I can’t speak ,I can’t remain silent, such philosophy of zero that’s all about nothingness. This Nothingness prevails all over .No one is important in life and no one is mere in life completely nothingness, All desires all emotions are zero. I was extremely happy with this, I adopted that philosophy of 000000000000000000000000 and find out the relief of my life .Now I was free and Life was broad enough to call a Simple one.

I always wished to seek this .every thing was out of my life, expressions ,emotions likes ,dislikes, success ,failure, hates , loves ,desires interests and I was there happy and free ,free to enjoy this condition of 000000000 ,state of nothingness.

Then with the passage of time there came an emptiness in my life ,empty life hollow life , life of 000000000000.It was still unsatisfying to me I was no more happy and complete with this 000000000000000000 .What was it failure of a great philosophy ? How it could be possible?

Moving further in life I reached to a point where I need to complete this philosophy of zero because philosophy of zero was incomplete without philosophy of One. It can never be the code of life just 00000000 but the 11111111111 prevails in this philosophy. Everything every emotion is zero except one, One God ,One Allah it can never be Zero and It cant be 2 or 3 or 4….One God One Allah Uniformity of the facts and all the emotions .Every zero move towards that One (1).

Every emotion is zero if it is not connected to One; every success is zero if it’s not for One God. Only He is there and All is zero .Except His oneness whole universe is just a mere Zero .Zero is the fact and One is the truth, Universe follow this binary system of 01010101010110101111101110111101111When you start believing that One,you also got the fact of all the zeros and importance of these zeros I can proudly say that for me every thing is Zero except One and every thing which HE likes I like that too. What HE loves I love that too and What He gives I accept that too.

Written by : fareeha farooq.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Dedicated to a wandering and restless soul -------Human being ,soul, and love

What is a human being? What is a soul? I don’t know that, how could I know that, I am so much ignorant .I know them so less. What is a human?

 Human being is a great creation, great being who can do any thing, who can progress, who can think and transform his thoughts into realities by changing the face of the world. Human being who hate and abominates to the extent that can destroy cities, villages and houses. He fires bombs, fights wars .he conquers, he flounder, At last he is human being he can do any thing. For example humans seek knowledge, produce knowledge, spread knowledge .We all know that trait of a human being due to which angels bow before him, the overture of a human being is incomplete without its attainments, proficiency and knowledge. Human being? Who has emotions, he can be happy, sad, dejected, despondent, he can be hopeful can be pessimist .Oh! Human being can be every thing. He has courage, he lose will he give respect, he works harder he is assiduous because he can do any thing .He can worship, he is worshiping God with invocation and supplication since centuries by many ways. he remembers Him, spent time for Him .I know all this about human being may be because I am also a human being that’s why I can understand but soul, what is soul? What is spirit? I could never understand it too. I have just heard it s name “soul and spirituality” What this is. I have read many books about the close connection between body and soul but I was still unaware of soul and its connection to human being due to my absent mildness.

Oh! My God sorry I forgot to tell the important aspect of a human being. “he is not free he is a prisoner a  fettered and trussed prisoner .from centuries this human being is not free but soul, soul is not bound. Soul is free, unbound, unfettered having all liberty and true independence. A free soul but a bound human being .Earlier I said that human beings can do any thing, its progress, its attainments, its knowledge, its hatred, its jealousy, he can do any thing than how he is not free how he is a prisoner? A man of happiness, A man of inspirations, A man of worries ,A man of infinite progress ,A man of great wars ,A man of great discoveries how is he a prisoner how it could be possible?

It’s possible It’s a fact that human beings who can do any thing but can’t Love that’s what devoid them from their freedom. Love has been devolving upon his soul, his free soul. Now perhaps I can understand a soul which succeeds over a human being a soul which can’t hate which can’t create can’t invent, but it’s free, free to love. Soul can do only one task, it has only one business, business of love, love is not a business of a prisoner unfettered human being. It’s just the matter of a soul to a soul may be that connection of souls is called Love. An infinite soul and an immortal love both are just for each other. Human beings can’t reach to their status A human can reach to the just first step of love that’s “Worship” but the fate of soul is the extent of Love, height of Love may be we call that “Ishq” .
Human being can’t love it just exploiting its name from centuries without understanding the fact that its none of his business .Love is not there in his genes ,that evolution is not the part of his formulation .A human being can grasp his sense, his intellect ,heart and brain but it can’t capture its free soul. It’s impossible for this poor fettered human being to grasp such free and untrammeled soul .I couldn’t understand spirituality because I was unable to understand the capability of soul i.e. Love, I didn’t understand because I was a human being but soul is there in every human and completes him, A soul is there for Love a free soul for free love .A human being don’t have the right to say that “I love you” he can say that “ My soul love your soul” It doesn’t matter if you even fail to say this because souls don’t need words ,souls recognize souls, your soul will tackle this problem ,problem of Love, you really don’t need to worry about that. 
Dedicated to  wandering and restless soul Maria Iqbal...

Written by : Fareeha Farooq.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

میں نے محبت نھیں دیکھی

میں نے پھولوں کو دیکھا ھے میں نے محبت نھیں دیکھی
میں نے سورج کو دیکھا ھے میں نے محبت نھیں دیکھی
میں نے بادل کو دیکھا ھے میں نے محبت نھیں دیکھی
میں نے شبنم کو دیکھا ھے میں نے محبت نھیں دیکھی
میں نے قسمت کو دیکھا ھے میں نے محبت نھیں دیکھی

یہ شکوہ ھے مجھے اپنے اردگرد کے ماحول سے جھاں سب کچھ تو نطر آتا ھے مگر محبت نطر نھیں آتی ھے. محبت کو دیکھنے کی سچی حیرت میرے دل میں موجود تھی. وہ محبت جو وارث شاہ نے دیکھی تھی ،ھیر رانجھے میں ۔ وارث شاہ پر بھت حیرت ھوتی ھے مجھے آخر ان کے پاس ایسی کونسی نطر تھی جس سے انھیں دونوں کی محبت نطر آ گیئ میری آنکھ سے تو ایسی کوئی چیز نطر نھیں آتی۔
میرے اردگرد بھت سے لوگ ھیں چیزیں ھیں قدرت ھے مگر محبت کا فقدان ھے۔میں نے بھت سے لوگوں کو محبت کا دٰءویٰ تو کرتے دیکھا ھے مگر محبت کو نھیں دیکھا۔
لوگوں کویہ کھتے سنا ھے کہ مجھے اس کھانے سے محبت ھے اس رنگ سے محبت ھے اس انسان سے محبت ھے اس کپڑے سے محبت ھے مگر میں نے پھر بھی کبھی محبت نھیں دیکھی۔
 فلموں میں ،گانوں میں کھانیوں میں تو محبت نطر آھی جاتی ھے مگر زندگی میں محبت نطر نھیں آئی اب مجھے یقین ھوگیا ھے محبت نھیں ھوتی اگر ھوتی تو نطر آجا تی ۔ضرورت ھی سب سے بڑی چیز ھےبئض دفئہ لوگ ضرورت کو محبت بنا لیتے ھیں اور بئض محبت کو ضرورت ۔مگر نطریہ ضرورت پھر بھی حاوی رھتا ھے۔ محبت چاھے ملک سے ھو یا مزھب سے میں نے محبت کبھی نھیں دیکھی ۔میرے اردگرد ایسے ھی لوگ بستے ھیں جنھوں نے میری طرح محبت نھیں دیکھی اگر دیکھی ھوتی تو شاید اس پر ءمل کر لیتے .میں نے محبت نھیں دیکھی وارث شاہ نے ھی دیکھی تھی میں نے تو نھیں جانا بلھےشاہ کو ھی پتہ ھوگا.اس نے تو شیخ ءنا یت سے کی تھی. اس لیےً وہ جانتا ھوگا میں تو یھی سوچتی ھوں محبت کیسی ھوتی ھوگی. کیا یہ پھولوں جیسی ھوتی ھوگی جس میں رنگ اور خشبو کے سا تھ کا نٹے بھی ھوتے ھیں ۔کیا یہ سورج جیسی ھوتی ھوگی جو چمکتی ھے تو اس کی چمک سے کوئی بچ نھیں سکتا.
 جو ھر مردہ چیز میں بھی اپنی توانائی پھونک دیتی ھے ۔کیا محبت بادلوں جیسی ھوتی ھے جو دور سے بھت ھی خوبصورت اور پرکشش ھوتے ھیں جن کو پاس جا کر چھونے کا دل کرتا ھے .مگر پاس جا کر بھی انھیں آپ چھو نھیں سکتے , محسوس کرسکتے ھیں. کیا محبت شبنم جیسی ھوتی ھوگی جو ایک دم سے خود بخود وجود میں آجاتی ھے اور خود بخود غائب بھی ھوجاتی ھے.جو خوبصورتی کی ءلا مت تو ھوتی ھے مگر حقیقت میں بھت سادہ سا پانی کا قطرہ ھوتی ھے
اور یہ
شبنم  بن کر پھول کو چار چاند لگا دیتی ھے۔ مجھے نھیں پتا محبت کیسی ھوتی ھوگی شاید یہ شبنم جیسی ھوتی ھوگی
میں نے کبھی نھیں دیکھی محبت ۔ محبت کیسی ھوتی ھوگی شاید قسمت جیسی ھوتی ھوگی میں نے محبت تو نھیں دیکھی مگر میں نے قسمت کو دیکھا ھے قسمت بدلتی نھیں ھے جو بدل جائے وہ قسمت نھیں ھوتی محبت بھی شاید ایسی ھی ھوتی ھوگی یہ بھی قسمت جیسی ھوتی ھوگی, محبت بھی بدلتی نھیں ھوگی یہ بھی اٹل ھوتی ھوگی, ھوسکتا ھے۔ میں یقین سے نھیں کھہ سکتی کیونکہ میں نے کبھی محبت نھیں دیکھی ۔ھاں مگر میں نے ماں کو دیکھا ھے اس کی جبلت کو دیکھا ھے کیا محبت ماں جیسی ھوتی ھے.
کیا ماں کی جبلت جیسی ھوتی ھے محبت ۔ کیا ماں جیسی ھوتی ھے محبت۔ پتا نھیں میں نے تو محبت نھیں دیکھی مگر میں نے ماں کو دیکھا ھے.میں نے پھولوں کو دیکھا ھے. میں نے سورج کو دیکھا ھے .میں نے بادل کو دیکھا ھے. میں نے شبنم کو دیکھا ھے. میں نے قسمت کو دیکھا ھے ۔ میں نے محبت تو نھیں دیکھی مگر ان سب کو دیکھا ھے. جسے آج تک نھیں دیکھا اسی کو سب میں دیکھا ھے۔ اسی کو سب میں ڈھونڈاھے۔ مگر میں نے محبت نھیں دیکھی میں نے سچ میں کبھی محبت نھیں دیکھی ۔
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